feeling better than this morning but this cold is aggravating. the kids are behaving...for now....
definitely not cooking tonight, what will it be-smokey bones, red robin (gotta love endless steak fries). talked to my mother for the 100th time this week (she had pneumonia and is getting bored fast). not sure what to write today i'm feeling STUCK....story of my life. oh, i got my hair cut and colored yesterday and it looks hot. i'll have to figure out how to put pics up here.

i am a raving lunatic today and its only 8:14 AM!.....pms may be partially to blame. i also feel a cold coming on. the kids are out of control, they need some fresh air and to run around outside for about a week straight but its only 15 degrees out. wow, i can type in different colors! i am going to try to match the color to my moods each day, so today so far feels a little blue, maybe it will change. well the bus will be coming soon for my oldest. hoping to post more later if my little one will let me have a moment.

first blog ever...

so this whole thing is new to me...blogging, writing, expressing, sharing. i am trying to get creative or something, i'm actually not sure what i want out of this....maybe to learn about myself...find myself. i don't really feel that great about myself...i mean i don't hate myself or anything like that, i just don't know who i am anymore. i know i am a mother and a wife but i want something more for myself. i am stuck. i wake up each morning take care of my children do some laundry clean the house cook dinner and on some night i even get to go to a crap part-time job where customers make you feel like your an absolute loser for working where you work...well if we didn't work there then your sorry asses wouldn't be able to shop there! i love my life i really do i love my kids and my husband but i just feel stuck. stuck is a great word to describe me right now. i am trying to read more, my husband reads alot and i feel like i am missing out on so much info. i love to read but can never seem to find the time for me. so i am trying to make my life a little bit more about me.
well time me time is over for today, time to watch for that school bus.