feeling kinda crumby today, some women issues. the kids are both in school and i am sitting on the couch and the sun is just pouring in. i am making some hawaiian sweet bread in the bread maker and it smell fantastic. i can't wait to eat it. i should be doing the laundry but i am really really comfortable right now except for the neighbors dogs that won't stop barking :( OMG! i think they have about 5 dogs over there and they are so loud i am actually getting a headache from them, i am going to have to shut the door!

so i said i was going to keep track of what i am eating these days...so far today:
hard boiled egg
raisin brand w/ skim milk
banana
that was breakfast
special k w/ skim milk (i love cereal)
grapes
i also had 1 cup of coffee this morning and am about to have my 2nd cup.

its been a few days since last posting. why are kids so clueless about time. i mean i am sure i was just as clueless when i was a kid but holy cow....my kids have NO time management skills. i have tried setting timers to show them how short 1 min. is. nothing seems to sink in. just this morning i told my oldest that they needed to start cleaning up their "picnic" in 3 minuets and he turns to his sister and says "we have lots of time".

i have made a decision....i am going to go back to school! i mean it will only be part-time and at night and on-line classes but i am going to do it.
today looks like a great day its already 50 degrees out and its only 8:50 in the morning. if i could just get rid of this cold, my head is so stuffy.
i have also decided (again) that i am going to lose some weight and eat alot healthier. spring and summer are just around the corner and i won't be able to hide under hoodies much longer. i am going to list here my daily intake of food.
so far today: 1 cup of coffee

today..........ahhhhh i have no idea. its just been a busy saturday morning. laundry, cleaning, kids activies. i need one of those "mom's taxi" signs for the van. now their off to the library with dad so i have a moments peace before i am off to work.

feeling better than this morning but this cold is aggravating. the kids are behaving...for now....
definitely not cooking tonight, what will it be-smokey bones, red robin (gotta love endless steak fries). talked to my mother for the 100th time this week (she had pneumonia and is getting bored fast). not sure what to write today i'm feeling STUCK....story of my life. oh, i got my hair cut and colored yesterday and it looks hot. i'll have to figure out how to put pics up here.

i am a raving lunatic today and its only 8:14 AM!.....pms may be partially to blame. i also feel a cold coming on. the kids are out of control, they need some fresh air and to run around outside for about a week straight but its only 15 degrees out. wow, i can type in different colors! i am going to try to match the color to my moods each day, so today so far feels a little blue, maybe it will change. well the bus will be coming soon for my oldest. hoping to post more later if my little one will let me have a moment.

first blog ever...

so this whole thing is new to me...blogging, writing, expressing, sharing. i am trying to get creative or something, i'm actually not sure what i want out of this....maybe to learn about myself...find myself. i don't really feel that great about myself...i mean i don't hate myself or anything like that, i just don't know who i am anymore. i know i am a mother and a wife but i want something more for myself. i am stuck. i wake up each morning take care of my children do some laundry clean the house cook dinner and on some night i even get to go to a crap part-time job where customers make you feel like your an absolute loser for working where you work...well if we didn't work there then your sorry asses wouldn't be able to shop there! i love my life i really do i love my kids and my husband but i just feel stuck. stuck is a great word to describe me right now. i am trying to read more, my husband reads alot and i feel like i am missing out on so much info. i love to read but can never seem to find the time for me. so i am trying to make my life a little bit more about me.
well time me time is over for today, time to watch for that school bus.